allow me to express here.
perhaps thing have been changing tremendously this few months, still i may be appearing sane and back to normal routine however my internally injuries still in their healing process. forgetting someone isn't easy, let alone hating a person i once loved the most. though i did whatever i need to get rid of him from my life but memories still flashes, his stuffs still lay
around my bed. his images seem be everywhere in my sight with just a turn of head. i go berserk at times, wanting to find out how he is doing but end up breaking in tears because i feel like a fool who does all this when someone has already turn his back away from me.
putting up a strong front only to feel worst inside. let me be myself for one night, this hour.
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