dream is too good to be true.

whenever i am too occupied around schoolwork and work, i grumbles how life sucks. life simply revolve around money alone, the only factor that keeps everyone going and slogging off their life.

i am looking life at this perspective after living in this world for nearly 20 years.

People around are either studying or working or actually doing juggling between this two chore. 

i am not an exceptional as i am not born with a silver spoon in my mouth hence i'm trying all means to become richer. however it doesn't happen overnight and i couldn't build castles in the air, considering maybe i might win lottery because of ladies luck. haha. 

but again, i am feeling injustice , having to pay extra efforts to earn a few penny per hour when people are rolling in cash every seconds because they had a handful of golden opportunities. for instant, stocks and investment? 

sigh. okay, despite knowing i am too young for this, i am still hankering for this kind of opportunities. i don't know why. my time is running out for those practical kind of earning, getting realistic and learn that simple is happiness. 

i've experienced and learn by hard that earning money isn't easy. juggling hard between school and tutoring but only get a few hundred bucks at the end of month which is totally not enough.   

i only have to dive in the point that my mum is not providing me at all, you guys can roughly picture what i am going through as my account had dried up. 

no wonder 4D queue is like in never ending stretch. 

gosh, why?! i am tired and weary. 

 

good luck to me :(