i've been refraining myself from reading those lovely,mushy posts ever since the breakup. solely on a part of me not wanting to get upset and emotional after reading those comforting words and sweet promises he made for me.
but today, the quirky part of me trying to find answers drove me to read it again. the answers to why things end up this way? emileen's drama keeps me hanging in the air with doubts about true love.
i read through the last few posts without putting much thoughts into it however those sugary and melodious words did inspire me and bring me back to the start again. incredibly,i feel loved again.
although it sounds ridiculous yet somehow it wakens the love nerve in me again! okay, what i want to bring across is the sparks i ignite from those posts. my heart triggers, pulling me back to track, giving me the motivations for life again.
the grey parts in my world are now filled with vibrant colours.
i have inexpressible urge to establish the dreams i pictured everynight and make it come to existence immediately!
i've decided put my clubbing activity to a cease. sorry my girls! i got to sacrifice those crazy nights as my unpredictable future needs to have a shelter for raining days. i don't have much savings in fact pathetically little to even provide myself a decent meal everyday. hence, i've to make moves, lay paths, kick obstacles for my university. yes, she is very determined about it. so show supports okay darlings?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 20TH TO STEPH ZHANG(:
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