onset of revenge

don't know why, i still feel for him. the photo makes filled with jealously, twisted me in a nauseous way.

i'm in no position to question him neither controls what he displayed to depict his melbourne life on FB however i smell the streaks of revenge he wanting to pose on me. am i thinking too much or if cared too much?

maybe because i pretend to be nonchalant in msn so he dying to prove something himself that life without me is still as fanastic.

whatever lah. he do whatever he want, fuck whoever he likes. i wash my hands off him. although i might be constantly checking what he's up to you but i've no intention in interrupting his personal life. that's all.


ANYWAY,i am at EELING's HOUSE now!! i known her for more than 15 years can? though we're separated for god knows how many years, our attachment never fades off!

i can't really describe the joy is beyond word, knowing someone always remember you while you paged them last time. sort of that kind lah. lol..