what the fuck is wrong with me?! i am sucha bitch who don't deserve to exist for life.
i found myself uttering three words, " life really sucks" upon waking up. why i say that?
my whole brain is corrupted with nothing yet HIM. hopeless. sighs:(
the whole of yesterday i wasn't doing anything constructive at all, lazing around with steph at my house was how i pass the time. i couldn't bring myself to do anything when i saw him online, completely ignoring my existence since that day i gave him a one word reply. yucks, i know.
how petty can he get? okay, i feel guilty for accusing him just because i am being ignored.
only God knows my pain when comes to anything that has interrelated to him. missing him so much day resulted to dreaming of him at night, what the hell!
do i even have the chance of catching a decent sleep?
now i'm looking haggard with piles of school work undone, great.
i really feel like skipping school today. should i?
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