my immune system been deteriorating in the recent years especially this year when much tragedies clashed on me. when someone isn't well mentally, it inadvertently affects our health also.
i'm down with stomach flu/ food poisoning, either one of them, because the doctor cannot diagnosed the exact illness.
now i get to experience the pains that steph zhang went through everytime. the only way to understand her agony is undergoing the same procedure with her. i know it sounds wrong wanting to feel her sufferings so much but now i fully conscious of the symptoms get hold of the way to relief her pain nextime. well, it happens to her umpteen times, i can't bear to leave her in the lurch and let her sort out herself. see, steph i love you okay?
it is not much of a big deal falling sick yet i yearned for little cares from loves one or random friends. it hurts when people doesn't give a damn about you when you're at the edge of your bed, cuddling yourself for some warmth.
however i don't want to create attention, this kind of attention is sympathy.
contradicting am i? i am not at the right frame of mind to think properly, correctly.
whatever it is, sick patients are always in needs of care and concern to help them stay positive about life. haha, i sound as if i'm dying. oii, i feel for people okay?
yeah but feeling is the killer to logical thinking.
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